“Hahaha, and how is that stupid? ...” amusingly spoke Kazuki “... I'm mean it totally goes against logic, sure, but I can say with quite certainty that love is the exact opposite of logic, reason why … it makes perfect sense!” nonchalantly laughed the red-head “... it makes sense to loudly profess that you hate the person you love compared to just whispering your love. It makes that we'd rather have them hate us for what we are not, fearing they will not love us for whom you really are.” calmly explained Kazuki, as Kai gingerly turned his face into his pillow to attentively look at the elder, whom had suddenly stopped talking “... and just so you know, if you hadn't noticed yet, there is also a tendency of suffering more than being happy, in love. And if you didn't know … brace yourself for that” he then concluded “... more cake?” he then smiled, getting off the bed, as Kai silently observed him.
Well, obviously enough, given how he felt at the moment, he had a hunch about that, though he thought it was only because of his unrequited love situation. Thus, if what Kazuki said was to be taken as a fact, did that mean that human beings al had an innate streak of masochism? Because at a point or another people all want to be loved right? And even from the point they know they could suffer hell, or even when they are already suffering hell; they won't give up. How bothersome.
“There is another party coming up this weekend, and the guy is kinda famous, but given your videogame otaku-self you may not know him. His name is Yomi, and Aoi, don't ask me how, got me to go. But, I blackmailed him into bringing someone else with me, if not I wouldn't have come … and I would like you to come” coolly explained the elder, leaning on the desk, while eating his piece of cake, as the brunette skeptically snorted.
“You know I am not good in those type of places ...” quickly dismissed the brunette “... and that is exactly where all my disasters took place. I think I might be traumatized!” dramatically declared the brunette.
“Which is exactly why you should go! To fight your fears … like … batman with bats! He is scared of bats, yet he totally chose to represent them ...” expressed the red-head with a wide-clever smile, at which Kai turned around, and gave him a nice try fuck no flashing grin “... common! Plus I will be there right by you this time, and you don't know … this will be a big party, and lots of people will be there, important and handsome SURELY gay people … you might find a new prince”.
“With my luck, I'll get hit on again by another curious person. No thanks.” quickly refused the brunette, as he felt his bed sag.
“They say that the cure for broken-heart is a new love ...” nonchalantly expressed the elder, hovering a bit of strawberry short-cake in front of Kai's mouth “... I promise you won't regret it pretty pretty pretty please …” begged the red head.
“Okay okay okay!” agreed the brunette, whom was trying to move away from the piece of cake which was being forced to his mouth “... but get ready for punishment, when I will surely regret having gone with you … fuck … I'm so stupid, I hate you and myself ...” sighed the brunette, while the red-head amusingly chuckled with his mouth full.
Kazuki then got up again, and sitting at Kai's desk, he logged into his Pandora account once on the internet, and the first song that came up was Cardigan's Lovefool. Ugh. Shit. Ugh again. It would have been great if he really could find a different type of distraction at this party, or at least better, less masochistic, choice of music as well.